the unwritten title

17 | Nael | Female

I'm 17, though I'm not that typical 17-year old. I'm quiet, and not much into social life. I don't like reading heavy smut cause I'm not interested in smut in general. If I were to be categorized at school, I would be the nerd. But a happy nerd, enjoying people's absence. And because I spend quite a lot of time alone, I tend to appreciate the small matters that people usually don't care about. Be it a peaceful quiet wind breeze on a not-so-cloudy yet not-so-sunny monday morning, or the splish splash of water droplets whenever I jump into a puddle on a rainy Tuesday afternoon, or the sound of innocent children laughter in the playgrounds nearby, passing them on a Wednesday evening, or the sound of insects cracking the silence of the night with their loud 'mumbling' from the balcony on a thursday night, or the sparkle of one particular star that shines just too bright, standing out from each other, accomponied by eerie silence on a Friday midnight, and the fact weekends are spent peacefully at home :)

I'm an art appreciator. I appreciate them even if I don't have any talent. Be it listening to Mozart, visiting an art exhibition or reading fanfics. I can't write really good fanfics but I appreciate the good one. I really like poetry and that's why Turn Left Turn right is my favorite movie. I believe in destiny and akai ito. I find the twist and turn of fate a beautiful pattern. I believe that everyone has their own akai ito, the only thing that separates a couple apart is maybe they didn't find their partner sooner, or their akai ito is all tangled up. But like the poland poem in turn left turn right said, maybe I've found my destined partner, maybe from dialing a wrong number, an excuse me in a crowd or separated by just a sliding door. Fate brought us together just to separate us once again, mocking us from afar.

My first fiction was when I was 14, writing about a certain homosapien with an XY chromosome, a friend of mine turned backstabber, the genre was fluff and undefined, written with uncertain feelings mixed with my bias towards serendipity and rainy days

English is not my first language, it's the second out of 4, so grammer mistakes are not a surprise. Also I fail at typos.

Currently on a writing-hiatus =^^=

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If you're waiting for the posts to load in this page, then you're wasting your time because the posts have their own section. Click 'diary' for the posts. 'Profile' for the tagboard, 'Music' for the list of music randomly playing here, and 'Runaways' for links. I'm using a classic blogger template, that's why it's different than default blog templates.

2. Music widget on top
The music plays randomly and automatically, so if it annoys you or you just want to stop it, press the play/stop button. (This matter is simple, I don't understand why people still ask em this

3. Flickr link*new*
Since I have my fare share of interest towards photography, aside writing, I created a flickr account (technically just signing in, since I already have a yahoo account) I'll be posting previews of my batch in this blog. If I post a single picture, and the title is #n (n is a round number), click on the picture, and it will direct you to its original place, with the rest of the batch.

4. Gone posts are frequent
I like to draft a few posts whenever I feel like I want to, so if you find a particular post, and it's gone, then it means I drafted it (I never delete my posts) Basically, I draft it because I feel nobody wants to read this anymore, so if you do, leave a message on the tagboard, and I'll re-post it. This case rarely happnes, but just to answer those questions of where my posts went. The answer is in my draft dump. I have about 50 drafts and 70 published in this blog,
100 drafts and 40 published in Naelism,
70 published in BTN,
40 drafts and 30 published in Asufaluto
and about 20 fictions in my LJ, ongoing.

5. Lastly, have fun!
I'm not saying my posts are super fun to read, or they're anywhere near that status. Just that, I'm a 17 year old introvert nerd and this is my space for me to pour out my insights and occasionally my insanity. This is MY space, and if you think my words are offensive, or my jokes are too harsh, or you're having any problem whatsoever with me, I'll be glad to say Get the heck out of here.

^^enjoy!

Hiatus

I kind of wanted to end this on a good note, but I guess that won't happen. Farewell, my hiatus starts now, I won't be updating wordy sentences, just some flickr updates (if possible) and I'll definately announce HUMMING URBAN STEREO XXX once I receive it. (Hehe, no baby mile for you tyka!)

and here goes, 10 months of unupdated blog posts, I'll wrap this up with some K-indie

SHOUT OUT: God of study is the second best educational series ever. First is Hetalia. I think KBS is tracking down videos even after the first episode release, there's practically none subbed videos of GOS because of copyright issues, and viikii has the licence suspending, so I took the easier path, and watched Dragon Zakura. And Yamapi is very promising compared to Korean's little dongsaeng ;/

The reason why I'm rooting this drama so much, is because of the lines. And I will never forget them.

"You think 70% is a good mark?"

ouch!

"In a 100 marks test, if you don't get 100%, it means nothing!"

ouchX2

"For an exam, there's only the results that matters. The fact you tried your best or not, have no value!"

Game Over.

Emergency Kit

written on 20th January, no internet access...

Me having no internet for a day leads to a me digging up unopened files under the 'EMERGENCY: OPEN WHEN INTERNET IS UNAVAILABLE ONLY' tags. So, just now I opened two of those, and I might as well wrap it up for the night.

In my laptop, there's only one fanfiction that I've saved, and even that's because it's too long for me to finish it in 10 minutes. The title is 'Kick me| and other romantic overtures' which was written by thedatafter, and a Qmi to top over that.

One reason why I prefer reading long one-shots by university students or employees is because the terminology used by them are sometimes general knowledge that I myself never heard of.

Aside from Heechul's 'Only a paboo can read a paboo' , now I know that the only way to terrorize your average microeconomic professor is by bringing up the extremely complicated mathematics behind the fundamental assumptions made by neoclassical microeconomics, and all that because nobody likes differental equations.

Also the stockholm syndrome used by thundersquall, after I read about it, and read her fiction pertaining the subject, I realized Kim Dongwan used this situation too once, in his music video. It's kind of an interesting twist of nature and it's likeable for people to go "Aww~" on it. Not that it's cute in any angle, it's just that the stockholm syndrome isn't something you hear about everyday, and the unique in this encounter makes it more 'fantasy-like'?

I'll go for the lab lit once internet is back on.

The second file is 'Mirus Mayhem; Butterfly'. Aside from Doremifasolatido, Butterfly is the only Manhwa I ever downloaded. So basically I love the K.R.Y version too much, (and the fact I couldn't understand what was going on), I downloaded it, to be read during emergencies like this. The chapter: Healer is a direct visualization of a few scenes in the fiction. When Urei_sachi wrote about blue butterflies representing sorrow, and the female client who came to have her memories fly away, I thought it was some sort of metaphore that have some meaning in between the lines, but I guess it really was a literal description of what was going on after all.

I thought urei_sachi gave the whole story, but truns out it was only one chapter. I guess I have to download the whole manhwa later on. And doremifasolatido one day.

Oh, and install simplified chinese keyboard.

Note to self: find more emergency files to download (I'm dying here!)

her name is anjung.

Batch: Homestay I

Camera: handphone Farhana

Cross-dressing | Aegyo

click for a larger view!!!

see the resemblence?

thank you^^

World Cup

Ever wanted to play the ideal world cup on Champagne?

here you go^^ P/S: The game is tough

Semangat!

Changed the apple pic for somthing more studious. Taken from Miracle's 2008 drawing challenge. Prompt:Schoolboys. P/s: This entry didn't win. This reminds me of a study group. It's totally imaginable, right?

Aku: Dongsaeng~<3
Tyka: Hey, apa nak jadi, SPM dah dekat tido lak dy, mimpi bkan2 lak tuh

HAHAHAHA, well the captions were somewhere in between. But to clear things up, I don't sleep during study groups. Right Tyka?

And since I love the apple so much, I put it in the Runway section, which has been re-formatted^^

I really want Luminosity be the last fiction to write this year. Semangat SPM!!!!